when I sit here in the grass
letting the sun shine down at me
being surrounded by flowers and butterflies
why do I still suffer?
when I smile at them
laughing about some jokes
being with people who love me
why do I still feel my aching heart?
when I get tired
lying in my bed
feeling warm and confortable
why can't I escape the pain?
when I listen to a song
that used to make me happy
reminding me of good times
why am I crying out my soul?
When my dreams come true
when I think of things
I've always wanted
why does it still tear me apart?
when everything is alright
when life goes on without your love
when nothing is going to harm me
why does it
hurt
so bad.
oh no ):